giovedì 15 giugno 2017

11/2017 Parish Feast

Last Sunday, the 11th of June, we had our annual Parish feast in occasion of the Holy Trinity. It was simple and it was good.

The auxiliary bishop of our Archdiocese presided Mass which was celebrated under a big tend and in front of hundreds of parishioners.

In our parish we have more than 16 tribes and people from at least 4 different nations and the bishop mastered three languages trying not to exclude anyone. He spoke of the gift of languages by the Holy Spirit and I do wonder where I was when this gift was given... after two years here in Juba I am still struggling with the main local language, Bari, and the spoken common one which is a sort of Arabic.

After Mass we had an afternoon programme with traditional songs and dances. The most touching moment had been the dance and song by our Nuer people. Unfortunately, due to the actual political situation in South Sudan, they are obliged to live in an IDP (Internal Displaced People) camp under the protection of the United Nation. The camp is within the territory of our Parish and I thank the Lord to be their servant priest. I go to the camp as often as I can and EVERY TIME I receive a heartwarming welcoming. I obviously invited them to the Parish for the feast and MANY and I mean MANY of them turned up (they had to walk for 7km to reach the parish). They offered us a couple of song and dances and while I was looking and listening to "my" youth I almost had tears in my eyes and goos-bumps all over. When we see Bari, Nuer, Zande, Lotuho, Acholi and Italians :-) singing and dancing together then hope rise again in our heart and we know that, some day, sooner or later, peace will come.

Enjoy the pictures

martedì 4 aprile 2017

9-2017 Some days are special days

One of the things I have learned here in Africa is community life at its most. Not that I did not know it, I have been a scout most of my life, I studied in a military college, lived on campus at the uni and shared houses with students of different nationalities and culture. Yet, here there's something more. Mainly all over Africa there is this philosophy call Ubuntu which can be to shortly summarized by the phrase “I am because you are”. The life of the individual depends on the whole community; this is a big distinction from our western individualism shaped by a totally different anthropology where the individual is at the centre of his/her own rights. Here “your” life depends on others.

This is to introduce last Saturday parish activity. We finished our new kitchen and after having called everyone on the previous Sunday after Mass, many people “heard the call” and on the 1st of April turned up. We worked and we ate and had laughed and I learned how to make a small building with soil and water. It’s been an extremely pleasant day for me, while for them it their life. What is wrong with our western world? Maybe nothing, maybe we are simply different, but I believe I bit of Ubuntu would be nice all over the world, maybe it should connect the whole world.

venerdì 24 marzo 2017


We have a new arrival in the house, actually two, a rooster and a hen... and they are a nightmare, not for me but for our watchdog who clearly does not like them, at least alive and freely wandering in the garden. The first night the hen slept on the roof of the house and the morning after flew away - DO NOT TELL ME HENS CANNOT FLY, THEY DO, HERE. The second day she decided to give us a nice egg and the dog ate it...

But first things first: our Parish is getting ready for tomorrow friendly match between us and St. Joseph Parish, every afternoon we have some youth - apparently of the parish but that I've never seen in Church.......... - practicing for the match. As a former very sportive man who understood the importance of sport for the growth of the youth, I have told them that if they lose they better change parish. They laughed, I WAS serious! :-)

domenica 19 marzo 2017


It's 7.24 pm and in my room I have 39 Celsius degree... how nice isn't it?

Anyhow, cannot pretend much by being only 4 degrees above the equator. Yet, rainy season shall start sooner this year and I am really looking forward to it. I prefer mud to dust.

Today has been a good day. I have celebrated two Masses, one in English and one in Bari language and then I was off for a nice italian meal within the WFP compound and guest of two italians who are working here in Juba. I think they live in a  golden cage. Their compound looks very secure and they can access best markets for food, they have a small canteen with satellite tv, AC in all houses, electricity 24h per day, Wi-Fi and so on and so forth the major comforts. Yet they cannot walk around the city, curfew at 7pm, no possibility to take boda-boda (local motorbike taxi), little chance to get in to know local people, no driving (they must have a driver) and so on and so forth some few restrictions for security reason.

I feel free.

Free to spend time with my local friends, free to drive my motorbike or take the boda, free to walk around the city. Free to taste the local street "restaurants...", free to visit the local market and buy local product and so on and so free.

Freedom comes to a cost.

Yet we do have to thank all those people, local and foreigners, who work in and for those golden cages. They are doing a great job in trying to help the South Sudanese population. They are silent workers who provide security and food and some of them have lost their lives, others have been raped and more have been traumatised. This world is strange; it's up to us to see its beauty and work to improve it.

This late afternoon I had been in the parish compound looking at the youth getting ready for their friendly football match this coming saturday, hopefully they'll win... let me not say too much.

Almost time for some dinner here; have a safe night all of you

Abuna Loro

giovedì 16 marzo 2017


Just few days ago I was talking to someone about names, it can be a very important issue! Names have a meaning and have a story, have a past and have a memory to be carried on. For example my name is Federico and I was named after my grand mother. People here carry names according to the time of the year in which they born or if it was raining at the time of birth or what number they are in the family and so on and so forth depending on the different tribes.

I karin kwe Loro (which means the first male born in the family). Beside all that I was telling a friend of mine I really like the name Leonardo, I do not know why, I simply like it.


Last night I got an email from our general curia in Rome saying there is a friar from Brazil who will join our mission here in Juba and whose name is... guess.... Leonardo... how cool!

Moving on

This morning I want to repost a picture I really like:

Being able to dance when life's difficult
the body moves and the mind forgets the hardness
the smile is born in between
small drops of sweat
just a drum rhythm 
and there is a future
and there is hope


What do you do when life is difficult? When you cannot plan for your future because maybe tomorrow a new big fight start again and everything you have planned and hope has just been thrown away from you?

we do not give up! This is what people here are teaching me and it is a life lesson!

Anyway, talking randomly:

1) last week we were give a live rooster during Mass offertory, it died of natural causes the day after - I did not eat it, some people did and they are still alive, i should have eaten it too.

2) A second rooster has been offered to us, he’s a night creature and I hate him, he starts crowing at 2.20 every morning. I am gonna so eat it!!! 

3) the dog, the terrible watchdog is scared of the rooster… so sad

4) a small improvement in the house garden

Probably you are wondering where the improvement is... the very nice wooden fence to protect (me) from the poisonous cactus... I hate those plants!

Well, that's it for now

God bless you all

Abuna Loro

giovedì 9 marzo 2017

3/2017 Difficult times and good news

Yes my dear friends, the country is going through a tough time, yet life blossoms every where. And I think of all the people, the unknown, the voiceless who are able to face one day at a time and find space for a small laugh and a gentle action towards their brothers and sisters. I wonder why in this world the good news are actually never news. We listen to the BBC and many other radio stations and are always full of disasters or bad news. Well we should have a good news radio and I wonder if people would listen to it.

We have people in the parish who take care of one another, I have people in Europe so willing to help here where life is more difficult. There are children who are happy to go to school and families that welcomes other families' children. People who offer jobs and others organising workshops to improve the lives of many; there is so much more going on out there and they are very good events and options and opportunities and inspirational and so on and so forth for the good of many!

Never despair, let your eyes be able to SEE all the good surrounding you!

Peace to all
Aku Freddy

giovedì 23 febbraio 2017

South Sudanese bishops' pastoral letter



"The voice of one crying out in the wilderness, prepare the way of the Lord, make his paths straight" (Mark 1:3).




These words of the prophet Isaiah, quoted by the evangelists Matthew and Mark, have been greatly on our minds. We, the Catholic Bishops of South Sudan, have frequently written pastoral messages urging change in our nation, but it seems they have had little effect. Nevertheless, the Spirit is again calling upon us to write a pastoral message, to reassure you that we are aware of your situation, to make your voice known to the world, and also to include some of the concrete steps which we intend to take.


Therefore we address this pastoral message to the faithful people of South Sudan to give you hope and courage. At our meeting in Juba from 21st - 23rd February 2017, along with the Apostolic Nuncio to South Sudan and Kenya, Archbishop Charles Daniel Balvo, we "read the signs of the times"[1] and listen to what God is saying to us through the concrete situation in which we find ourselves. We have heard disturbing reports from all seven of our dioceses spanning the whole country, and have reflected on how we should respond. God is speaking to us.


The Situation in South Sudan


Our country is not at peace. People live in fear. The civil war, which we have frequently described as having no moral justification whatsoever, continues. Despite our calls to all parties, factions and individuals to STOP THE WAR, nevertheless killing, raping, looting, displacement, attacks on churches and destruction of property continue all over the country. In some towns there is calm, but the absence of gunfire does not mean peace has come. In other towns, civilians are effectively trapped inside the town due to insecurity on the surrounding roads.


While some fighting is between government and opposition forces, we are concerned to note that much of the violence is being perpetrated by government and opposition forces against civilians. There seems to be a perception that people in certain locations or from certain ethnic groups are with the other side, and thus they are targeted by armed forces. They are killed, raped, tortured, burned, beaten, looted, harassed, detained, displaced from their homes and prevented from harvesting their crops. Some towns have become "ghost towns", empty except for security forces and perhaps members of one faction or tribe. Even when they have fled to our churches or to UN camps for protection, they are still harassed by security forces. Many have been forced to flee to neighbouring countries for protection. While the authorities may claim that they are free to return to their homes, in practice they fear to do so. In places the destruction has been described to us as "scorched earth"; what have people got left to return to? All of this is a form of "collective punishment", which is outlawed as a war crime under the Geneva Conventions.


The level of hatred associated with the conflict is increasing. While soldiers might be expected to kill other soldiers in battle, the killing, torturing and raping of civilians is a war crime. However, not only are they being killed, but their bodies are being mutilated and burned. People have been herded into their houses which were then set on fire to burn the occupants. Bodies have been dumped in sewage-filled septic tanks. There is a general lack of respect for human life.


The perpetrators of these crimes, the so-called "unknown gunmen" who are usually in uniform and usually known, appear to act with impunity. We are still waiting for justice for the murder of our own dear Sister Veronica, a doctor who was gunned down by soldiers while driving a clearly-marked ambulance on 16th May 2016. Her killers were arrested, but we have heard no more and we await justice.


Our country is gripped by a humanitarian crisis – famine, insecurity and economic hardship. Our people are struggling simply to survive. While there have been poor rains in many parts of the country, there is no doubt that this famine is man-made, due to insecurity and poor economic management. Hunger, in turn, creates insecurity, in a vicious circle in which the hungry man, especially if he has a gun, may resort to looting to feed himself and his family. Millions of our people are affected, with large numbers displaced from their homes and many fleeing to neighbouring countries, where they are facing appalling hardships in refugee camps.


We are concerned that some elements within the government appear to be suspicious of the Church. In some areas the Church has been able to mediate local peace deals, but these can easily be undermined if government officials are removed and replaced with hardliners who do not welcome Church efforts for peace. Priests, sisters and other personnel have been harassed. Some of the programmes on our radio network have been removed. Churches have been burned down. Less than two weeks ago, on 14th February, security officers attempted to close down our Catholic bookshop. They harassed our personnel and confiscated several books. The ecumenical church leaders' delegation which visited Pope Francis in Rome and Archbishop Justin Welby in London has been trying to obtain a meeting with President Salva Kiir since December 2016, but has so far been unsuccessful. We hear people saying that "the Church is against the government".


We wish to inform all of you that the Church is not for or against anyone, neither the government nor the opposition. We are FOR all good things - peace, justice, love, forgiveness, reconciliation, dialogue, the rule of law, good governance – and we are AGAINST evil - violence, killing, rape, torture, looting, corruption, arbitrary detention, tribalism, discrimination, oppression – regardless of where they are and who is practising them. We are ready to dialogue with and between the government and the opposition at any time.


The Way Forward


We issue this pastoral message to the people of South Sudan, but we copy it widely to others, including the international community. We want the world to hear the true situation in which our people find themselves.


The Holy Father Pope Francis yesterday, 22ndFebruary 2016, made an appeal for South Sudan from the Vatican. We have instructed our Caritas South Sudan and requested our Caritas Internationalis partners to act urgently to alleviate the humanitarian crisis in South Sudan, and we call on the rest of the international community to do the same.


Those who have the ability to make changes for the good of our people have not taken heed of our previous pastoral messages. This time we intend to follow up more proactively. In partnership with other churches through the Action Plan for Peace (APP) of our South Sudan Council of Churches (SSCC), we intend to meet face to face not only with the President but with the vice presidents, ministers, members of parliament, opposition leaders and politicians, military officers from all sides, and anyone else who we believe has the power to change our country for the better. We intend to meet with them not once, but again and again, for as long as is necessary, with the message that we need to see action, not just dialogue for the sake of dialogue. "In a certain city there was a judge who neither feared God nor had respect for people. In that city there was a widow who kept coming to him and saying, 'Grant me justice against my opponent.' For a while he refused; but later he said to himself, 'Though I have no fear of God and no respect for anyone, yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will grant her justice, so that she may not wear me out by continually coming.'" (Luke 18:2-5)Like that widow, we will come continually to bother those who are responsible in our country.


Again with our partner churches in SSCC, and with our church partners in neigbouring countries such as Kenya, Uganda, Ethiopia and Sudan, we intend to bring the narrative of our people on the ground to the governments of those countries, so that they can understand our situation and make good choices to improve it, both bilaterally and through multilateral bodies such as IGAD and AU. Our own special contribution will include bringing in the Catholic Church in those countries, regional Catholic bodies such as AMECEA, and the Vatican at the global level. When we meet the leaders of each country, we will be accompanied by the cardinals and bishops of that country.


We reiterate our support for the SSCC Action Plan for Peace (APP) and its three pillars of Advocacy, Neutral Forum dialogues and Reconciliation. It was always intended that the APP should be implemented by the member churches, not by the SSCC Secretariat alone, so we have instructed our Catholic Justice and Peace Commission, at both national and diocesan level, to begin a dialogue with SSCC on how we can contribute to the work on the ground.


We believe that "technical" programmes are not enough. Hence we have instructed our Pastoral Commission to mobilise a national spiritual approach, as we did for the Referendum.


We ask forgiveness for anything we might have done to alienate any individual or party, and we assure you of our love and prayers.




You are the Church; we are the Pastors. We call upon you to remain spiritually strong, and to exercise restraint, tolerance, forgiveness and love. Work for justice and peace; reject violence and revenge. We are with you. We have heard what God is saying to us through you and through your sufferings on the ground, and by including it in our public pastoral letter to you, we are making it accessible to the world. We will continue to be"The voice of one crying out in the wilderness".We wish to give you hope that you are not abandoned and that we are working to resolve the situation at many different levels.


Finally, with great joy, we wish to inform you that the Holy Father Pope Francis hopes to visit South Sudan later this year. The Holy Father is deeply concerned about the sufferings of the people of South Sudan. You are already in his prayers, but his coming here would be a concrete symbol of his fatherly concern and his solidarity with your suffering. It would draw the attention of the world to the situation here. We call upon you to begin a programme of prayer for this visit to go ahead. Let us use the coming months fruitfully to begin the transformation of our nation.


May God bless you.


[1]     Gaudium et spes, Second Vatican Council.

giovedì 12 gennaio 2017

1/2017 New Year New Post

First of all I apologise for the last post that has appeared on this blog of mine, I have just removed it and it was called "Pettegolezzi". I never posted it and there was a link leading I do not know where, I hope you did not follow it. Hacker? Joke? Don't know, but it was in Italian and this blog is only in English. Sorry about that!!

Anyhow, God is good as they keep repeating here and I do agree.

My last post goes back to June and too many, I mean really to many things happened, other changed for the better other simply not!

First things first:

I'm still in Juba, South Sudan, and precisely today it's been two year.

I remember the excitement of coming to Africa for the very first time in my life: huge, big, dangerous animals - elephants, lions, giraffes, hippopotamus... I only found tiny, scary, annoying ones like flies, mosquitos, scorpions, spiders (these ones huge), snakes... I will complain with the National Geographic very soon!!

I dreamed of big baobab trees and green bananas trees and still I will complain with all the documentaries I have seen about Africa...

I dreamed of learning a local tribal language: everyone speaks a different one...

I was scared of war and poverty and famine and diseases and I found them, but I was not scared as the love those people have given me and are still giving me is so much more! Thank you JUNUBI!

Randomly summing up the last months:

1) July the 5th I went on holiday back to Italy and England - such a wonderful time with brothers and family
2) July the 8th terrible fight erupted in Juba and hundreds of people died - and I was not enjoying my time in Italy thinking of all my people here risking their life
3) The ofm community was disrupted
4) August the 24th I met pope Francis and talked to him in the morning
5) August the 24th I met pope emeritus Benedict XVI and talked to him in the afternoon
6) September the 1st I came back to Juba, I was alone in the house with Pongo - the amazing watch-dog!! Who actually turned one year old on the 8th and we gave him a little meat for lunch!
7) fr. Jesus Aguirre came back some weeks later and we started all again our mission
8) many villages that we served had been abandoned and the road to reach them is dangerous
9) I am still so much enjoying here. I am so much enriched by these people, notwithstanding the difficulties this country offers them they have a huge resilience!

In the picture below you can see Grace, one of our youth group member who is giving an opening speech for the English Choir feast day. It's been simple and nice: we sang, we talked, someone danced, we laughed and we ate and we prayed and we were happy. Need more? Well, if you do then think about your priorities and put them in order!

This was a selfie time during the same feast!
They are so junubi and I am so kawaja!!

During christmas time and New Year's eve we were expecting some fighting or shooting but nothing at all happened, we were all so happy and the situation, at least here in Juba is more or less ok; but we shall not forget all those people who, all over the country, are still suffering a lot. We still need prayers for peace and reconciliation.

Wishing you all the best I hope to be more consistent in updating this blog

May the loving God bless you now and always

Abuna Freddy Loro